Here I go again… down a dark path. I do not know why. I have been fighting it with all my strength the last couple of days. It seems so simple… to just will myself to be grateful and happy. I tried. Why doesn’t it work. I’ve listed my blessings, prayed, asked for uplifting, read inspirational pieces, smiled when I didn’t mean it (you know the saying… smile and your feelings will follow? Well, they didn’t. I fear they are stuck somewhere. Lodged under a heavy rock, trapped beneath an elephant… ya, you get the picture. ) and I even went to my Bible Study’s Christmas party – to get out of the house… and be with friends… ya know? Didn’t work. Got there late, left early and cried all the way home. And no… I don’t even know why. It was a fun party. Just not for me.
Didn’t I just go through this?
Please, don’t get all gooey and feel sorry for me. That is probably the last thing I need. A good kick in the seat is more what the doctor would probably order!! I have a wonderful life, great kids, wonderful friends… the works!
So… why do I get so blue?
a shrink therapy don’t I?
I knew it. I always say that I do… but mostly I’m kidding… well, and because I don’t think that anyone is really normal. We all have issues. Some just show up more than others!
So… now that I have gone and written something I know I’ll regret… I will post a picture. And if tomorrow isn’t any better… another picture. And so-forth and so-on.
Thanks for your patience… all two of you who take the time to read this silliness.
Does anyone else see mischief in the above photo?
Now see those four reasons why I should be happy!!