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I’m Hiding Behind a Photo

Here I go again… down a dark path. I do not know why. I have been fighting it with all my strength the last couple of days. It seems so simple… to just will myself to be grateful and happy. I tried. Why doesn’t it work. I’ve listed my blessings, prayed, asked for uplifting, read inspirational pieces, smiled when I didn’t mean it (you know the saying… smile and your feelings will follow? Well, they didn’t. I fear they are stuck somewhere. Lodged under a heavy rock, trapped beneath an elephant… ya, you get the picture. ) and I even went to my Bible Study’s Christmas party – to get out of the house… and be with friends… ya know? Didn’t work. Got there late, left early and cried all the way home. And no… I don’t even know why. It was a fun party. Just not for me.
Didn’t I just go through this?

GEEEEEZ.
Please, don’t get all gooey and feel sorry for me. That is probably the last thing I need. A good kick in the seat is more what the doctor would probably order!! I have a wonderful life, great kids, wonderful friends… the works!
So… why do I get so blue?
I need a shrink therapy don’t I?
I knew it. I always say that I do… but mostly I’m kidding… well, and because I don’t think that anyone is really normal. We all have issues. Some just show up more than others!
So… now that I have gone and written something I know I’ll regret… I will post a picture. And if tomorrow isn’t any better… another picture. And so-forth and so-on.
Thanks for your patience… all two of you who take the time to read this silliness.
hi-d

boysoct08

Does anyone else see mischief in the above photo?

Now see those four reasons why I should be happy!!

:0)

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Rain

With a steady beat it falls,

to the center of my lonely soul it calls;

“Come away with me,

Come away with me.”

With heavy heart I decline,

Then bemoan my devotion to what is mine;

If alas, I were true enough to be free,

Then the call of the rain would surly take me.

With a steady beat it falls,

to the center of my lonely soul it calls;

“Come away with me,

Come away with me.”

Turning from the window I mourn,

With dubious thoughts of glee;

For deep within me is torn,

The unavoidable chance to flee.

hi-d

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Not So Bad

It’s not so bad,

As far as days go.

A little sad,

A little slow.

But the sun still shines,

And the kids still grow.

The earth still turns,

And the wind still blows.

A little sad,

And a little slow.

But not too bad,

As far as a day goes.

hi-d

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